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| J.D ~ 3yrs & Stephen ~ 2 yrs 4/2013 |
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| Theodore & Katherine 6 wks 4/2013 |
I am recently a new mother of twins. I also have two older boys as well. It is always exciting at our house I do have to say that. But I am amazed at every time I go out in public and people see me they shake their heads and whisper to each other. And some are even talkers and even come up to me and ask me if I am crazy or if I have lost my mind. I guess I maybe I could be out of my mind but how do you respond to that? I just smile and tell people I manage and it is always fun at our house.
When you think about it what was I suppose to do? Terminate my pregnancy because I found out I was having twins? Well, I guess you just deal with what you have been dealt with and make it work. And that is exactly what I do. It is almost like I am the only woman in the world that has done this. I know people are just shocked like they have never seen a mom do something like this before. I thought back in the day a lot of family were exactly like mine, kids right on top of each other. I just wanted to get my pregnancies out of the way so I could focus on my family. And since I have the best luck ever I agreed to have another baby so that my husband could get a girl. And well look what happened. I got a boy and a girl. I do love them though. I love kids even when my last nerve is splintering and I am pulling my hair out. I personally do not know how I do it to be honest with you. I am usually functioning on about 3- 5 hours of sleep and I always feel like I am on edge. When people see me in public with my family they always say that my husband and I are good parents. And they are not sure how we do it. But when I think about it I do not see myself as a good parent. I am always disciplining my son and so on and I just feel like I am a bad mother. I feel like I am failing on all my wife responsibilities like cleaning house, laundry, etc etc. I have to wonder how all those mother of multiples and large families do it. I just feel defeated most of the time.
Oh Well! I guess it is a WONDERFUL LIFE if you do not weaken.
Love the page! Your an awesome mom! Your kids are great and beautiful and going to be wonderful adults. I applause you for doing what you do with your family. I wish I wouldn't always look like a vein was going to rupture in my head daily. Or always wondering why my girls don't talk to me or hang out with me at all anymore. Your a wonderful awesome momma and a kick butt good friend and a great wife!
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